Still Suicidal but not as bad......Still wanna slash my wrists and swallow any pill in sight but will save that for later tonight...... wrote a new poem Slit my wrists Watching the blood Seeing it flow Letting the pain out Calming the voices Urge to press deeper Darker crimson appears Wound grows wider Starting to see more Skin splits Pushing down harder feeling the blade Slice through Just a little more Getting close Starting to feel it Getting dizzy Blood dripping on the floor Red everywhere Still pressing Goin at a slant Seeing the Vein Taking a deep breath Push the blade down Hard as possible Gushing blood A mad River Breath growing shallow Can't hold on any longer Make it to the couch Lay down Left letter on counter Opening eyes one last time Love did me in Couldn't handle it Done Gone Eyes Close Peace finally Sux I kno. But eh what the hell felt like writing for once.... I finally have sum pics to post. I'll be gettin' my cam anytime soon. These aren't reallii recent but eh what the hell? ya kno....lol.....can't wait to post some with me in full make up scare the fuck out of ppl!!!! LOL.....I have a sick sense of humor Mander and I last summer.....I'm the one sittin on the porch for the record