wellz.....this diary site is fuckin Gay! Everytime I type up entries it times me out and i lose what I write....Dammit!!!! Well I'll start with how it went....So like I left the house at 9pm and walk to the parking lot. J's Peapod was closed and so was most the buisnesses so I walk around cuz I was a half hour early. I wanted to check things out ya kno. Anyways.....I saw a bunch of newspaper stand thingers and grabbed one and sat down but I busted my ass while doing it....LOL....try sittin low in 4 1/2 inch Plats. I musta spaced out cuz next thing I remember is this Dark colored car pulling up and the dude is like Marie? I'm like hey sexxxii...and get in. I thought it was my fucking Gym Teacher!!!! LMAO! They looked so much a like it was weird. He was real nice. He's like I don't wanna scare you or anything...so we rode around the area and he was inchin his hand up my leg. I was wearin jeans tho so he wasn't gettin far.......We talked for a few more mins and then he took my hand and placed it on his crotch and like......he had his shorts and boxers pulled down...I'm like OMG! So like it was obvious he wanted me to Jerk him off......And like he's driving while i'm doing this. He was kinda small :| but eh what the hell. Then he got lost and it was realli amusing because he took me over boarders since we're on the IL IN border.....And we ended up in Indiana and parked in a dark neigborhood. He reclined his seat back.....and he's like......gime Mr. Winky a kiss....>So I gave him a blowjob.....and it was like nothing.....realli easy except the fact he had loads of precum! Then he's like show me your tits....so i pulled up my shirt and he was touching me while he was jackin off.....He kept stuffin money down my bra...I'm like I ain't complainin! lol It was amusin cuz like this dude was walkin his dog and was starin at us....I didn't care tho.....hehe.....And like after we finished and he majorly cummed on himself....we listened to the Cubs game and talked. We were gonna meet Sunday......and have like tons of fun....but my fuckin mom had to plan a family picnic.....GRRRRRRRRRRRRR damn her. I have a sugar daddy!!!!!! LOL....He's like I'll buy you a webcam if you do a strip tease for me on it while I'm at work.....I'm like sure hun......Anything for you......This could work out. I made 45 bux in like 2hrs....and I didn't even have to do that much. And weird thing. I don't feel Guilty At all! I feel like I honestly am doing something I'm good at. I Still miss scott......Last night I stayed up talkin to Turbo till 4am.....And he said if he had a unsteady girlfriend He'd bail too.....So i called scott and left him a message sayin I didn't blame him for bailing.....That I'm sorry that I'm so fucked up and that I'd always love him... Welze today I was with my cuzins and we went Mini golfing and my score was 69....My fav Number! lol....And then we did Go carts and like I had the Viagra Car! It kicked ass. I was tailgatin everyone....And I kinda ran it off the track when we needed to Park.....LMAO..... Then Mike, Kristen Doug, My dad and me went to see "The Village" It sucked but my cuzin was screamin like a bitch in heat. She aint' even seen American Pie and she's 15....Sad eh? LOL....