Man today has been terrible, Like it started off good. i got to watch Finding Nemo with all my friends from Period 1-4 and then like the day went by rather fast but like it stopped dead 10th period, which is my lovely Shop class. Alright like since it's a 4day weekend, we had the choice of like cleanin up the shop area or stayin in the classroom and doin HW or whatever. So like I was too lazy to move my ass so I sat in class, Charles went to the shop area so like I didn't have to deal with him, Instead I had to deal with John, Bobby, Ricky, Aaron, Jeremy and DeShawn. At the beginnin of class when we were walkin to our seats bobby came by and started touchin my chest!I told him to go away so he like went and sat down. So like anyways John starts sayin shit like :I want to fuck you Amy, i want a piece of that Pussy" so i turn around and start readin my book, ya know hopin he'd stop. Ha far from it. He got louder and started makin sexual comments and jokes about me to the other dudes. It was pissin me off so bad so I throw my agenda book at him which was open to the page about Sexual harrassment. he looked at it and was like "all this says to me Is I want Your pussy" I couldn't believe it! I wanted so badly to file sexual harrassment but like yeah it's the last day of the week for skool they wouldn't do anything till Monday then all would be forgotten. And then like John tripped Deshawn and pushed him on me! And Clarion was like laughin and watchin me. i kno he likes me. I'm just gettin sick of these guys pushin me around. It's to the point I dread going to Shop class. And I think it is total Bullshit that i have to feel that way. i mean like Now I walk so slow in the skool to leave because I don't kno who is waiting out there ya kno. And I told Mrs. Germany about the sexual harrassment and she acted like she didn't care. I guess she is sick of me and doesn't want anything to do with me. i don't blame her. I should just leave her alone. Oh well I am use to bein abandoned. I'm filin sexual harrassment, I want to get some revenge on those fuckers. Ever since this started I feel like so depressed, violated, insecure. The list goes on. I never wear skirts, only Jeans and it's like why are they picking me to mess with? Do I ask for it? Am I just hear for guys sick entertainment? I really am startin to hate myself. This is to much for me to deal with. I've handled it long enuff. I was fine with the rape threats and the blowjob job offerings but now they are physically touching me and talking about the things they'd like to do with me. It just sickens me. I'm currently tryin to fight off suicidal thoughts. I hate this. I hate myself and I hate perverted Guys! Some one please put me out of my misery