Such a lovely fucking morning My wrist hurts sooooooooo bad. And I think i scratched myself while i was sleepin cuz I woke up with blood caked to my hand....lovely. Think the severe depression has taken it's toll..... was fine till 10mins ago....threw up my breakfast....yummy retasting it -_- Havin cold and hot sweats rite now and it fucking sucks! Not looking forward to class today. I hate skool. Richard and all them follow me around like sick puppy dogs. I'd totally never date any of them........ 1. not my type 2. I would be killed by my dad if i dated a black dude. I hope the teachers leave me alone. I hate being called on. I just sit there all day with my hair in my face, hiding from it all. I'm watchin Anhell. She's layin on her back. Poor thing is in so much pain. Looks like the tumor has gotten bigger. Been begging my mom to take her to the vet since there is no way for me to get to one. She's struggling to even get up. She's my baby of the bunch got her for my b-day 2yrs ago. She was a lil bitch but I tamed her.....My first female. Gonna miss her. I hope that her suffering ends soon. Last night....I put "February wind" on Realone player while I was layin in bed. Was totally out. Song is great to fall asleep to and wake up to. dammit.....those issues from yesterday still have me down today. I hate reality.......Nice Fantasy bliss anything can happen............................................................................. RaZoR wHoRe "....On the highway to hell....."