Things are hell.... The teacher in Shop class finally did somehting about the harrassment, he moved Melissa and me into the shop area to sit. Which is kinda nice.... But last Night, My mom blamed everything on me she claims I talk like a "Street Walker" I don't walk down the hallways offering blowjobs for 5bux...My whole family labeled me a freak, And my dad hit me hard enuff yesterday that i knocked out one of my adult far back teeth, and also swallowed it. I dunno but everything hit me last night....I cut myself about 35 times total. I am in so much pain that i can barely stand because my dumbass cut on my legs and 2 cuts on each arm. I can't take it anymore....It was either give into the blade or give into a bottle of pills. I really hate myself, I wish Scott was up, he'd know what to say at least. This song I one I've grown to like...Timothy B. Schmit and a few other singers sang it at the grammys as a tribute to Warren Zevon Keep Me In Your Heart written by Warren Zevon & Jorge Calderón Shadows are falling and I'm running out of breath Keep me in your heart for awhile If I leave you it doesn't mean I love you any less Keep me in your heart for awhile When you get up in the morning and you see that crazy sun Keep me in your heart for awhile There's a train leaving nightly called when all is said and done Keep me in your heart for awhile Sha-la-la-la-la-la-la-li-li-lo Keep me in your heart for awhile Sha-la-la-la-la-la-la-li-li-lo Keep me in your heart for awhile Sometimes when you're doing simple things around the house Maybe you'll think of me and smile You know I'm tied to you like the buttons on your blouse Keep me in your heart for awhile Hold me in your thoughts, take me to your dreams Touch me as I fall into view When the winter comes keep the fires lit And I will be right next to you Engine driver's headed north to Pleasant Stream Keep me in your heart for awhile These wheels keep turning but they're running out of steam Keep me in your heart for awhile Sha-la-la-la-la-la-la-li-li-lo Keep me in your heart for awhile Sha-la-la-la-la-la-la-li-li-lo Keep me in your heart for awhile Keep me in your heart for awhile I wonder when I die, if people will still remember me? ya kno? Guess it shouldn't matter to me. Newyz got class, just wanted to get that out of my system