I swear for being a day off, this day really sucked ass. Katie kept waking me up every chance she got. Then my grandma took her for a few hours. I pretty much just ate and slept. I have no energy for anything. I was exercising earlier and my heart wasn't in it, I couldn't even purge! I thought I was gonna swallow the tooth brush since i pushed it so far down, but i just couldn't gag. Then I slept some more. As Skitzy as told me time and time again, Depression thrives in sleep. I really don't care though. I guess I'll take a shower tonight. Man I am dreading tomorrow. I start Basketball in gym, which means that I can't wear pants under my shorts....... I don't wanna get caught cutting again. My mom would so have me thrown in the nut house. And i sure as hell don't want that, But I ain't gonna stop cutting either. That blade is my best friend, It keeps my sanity stable. But oh well....mom is home and has to use the comp, i'll write later