it's been awhile since I added anythin..... well letz see.....Wednesday got off skool early.....Didn't talk to Nick the entire day.....Slept and Laid around. When I came home that day tho. I saw the back gate open so I walked around the back and the door to the kitchen was open and like yeah.....Some one tried to break into the house. Yesterday...long ass day.....Got up....No Nick.......skool was gay till Lunch.....Then like Kim n Molly n me were puttin Ketchup on Tampons and throwin'em at the the preps and Jocks. Was great. rest the day sucked.....Fats Forward. Get home. Nick was on. Was sooooooooooooooooo glad to talk to him. Found out he tried to jump......and Cops intervened. Nosey Bastards. I'm Happy to have my Nicky back tho. Nothing brightens my day except talking to him... Alright and then like around 5pm my dad was in one of his moods and made me get off the comp. Then he started bitchin at me. I went off on him. He cornered me and tried to hit me. I hit the bastard. Grabbed my rollar blades and purse and was gone. Wilby followed me so i took him along. Went to Sara's and was there for awhile. I think I scared her. I was like i'm gonna cut the bastards Vocal cords and strangle him with'em. Then I went on to say I wanted to do a killing spree. She's like...You've lost it. You've changed over the summer. I'm like Nah.....i'm All there..... Was great. And I do feel that way. "15yr old Commits Murder-Suicide" heh great headline. Ya kno.... I have the goddamn Sinatra song still stuck in my head. I'm like GRRRRRRRR Damn you Nick!!!!!!!!!! lol......I dont mind......I get images of Nick and me slow dancing. oh....yeah yesterday i was goin' on durin lunch about the Hot Seniors and Juniors whose lockers are upstairs....And then this football player walked by and I about fell out of my chair checkin his ass out. And like Melissa Hauled off and hit me as hard as she could... i'm like WTF was that for. "You have a boyfriend" like dammit!!!! lol. I don't mind. They'll keep me in check. I Love Nick. I just like to window shop heh. OMFG...had another great dream....but....I won't share....hehe....It was sooooo great tho.....Nick was in it!!!!! *Smiles* heh.... Nick pointed out....Today is National Suicide Prevention day.....Should go kill ppl then kill myself.....lol..... Anyways gotta start gettin dressed for skool... RaZoR wHoRe "...Your happiness is my only obsession..."