site wouldn't load for nothin last night like yeah skool sucked.....It's friday and we have a three day weekend!!!!!!!!!!! So happy *Cries* Melissa's neigbor killed himself yesterday morning. Death By Hanging in the garage Dad found him. Lovely site eh.....Oddly enough I smile at that thought. Nothing better then gettin back at ppl that way. Man Like Nick and I chatted for hours yesterday. I Love watching him on cam. His eyes catch me the most. They look so mysterious.....turn on....lol... He's such a romantic. Would be awesome to spend the day with him..... probably would get him drunk and take advantage.... *Looks Innocent* hehe.....I Love Nick tho. This has never felt more right. I mean yeah I've been in love......3 times? I believe and it's just never been like this. Hard to explain.....Love ya Nick I'm readin through a British-English Dictionary.......Same language but way different words. Hemorrhoids: Piles lol....sorry couldn't resist....hehe I don't wanna go to skool today grrrrzzzz. My Bio teacher moved Bobby so he sits behind Kristen who sits behind me so now I can't reallii watch him anymore. It's like DAMMIT! nothing else to do in that class......shit and I have my German Test today and I didn't study. Ah fuck it. Don't care. Its the fucking weekend.....Finally......My mom is gonna drive me nuts tho! She's like you spend too much time on the comp...ugh yeah so? She told me to get a life. She dudn't have one herself! Bitch.....gawd....I fuckin hate parents.....3 more yrs.....3 more yrs... Well i gotta get dressed. Curled up in a blanket. coming down sick or something I think cuz I am fucking freezin!!!! RaZoR wHoRe "....How will I laugh tomorrow.....if I can't even smile today..."