Another night I'm alone. Depressed, Afraid and suicidal. Scott is sleeping and I miss him terribly. He does have a life tho. I've been thinking a lot lately and have made some major decisions. 1. No more writing. Period. No more stories and No More Poetry. As much as I enjoy writing things out I just can't do it anymore. I scare myself when I write things lately. I'll quit once I finish writing out my Life story which has really contributed to my suicidal Ideation. 2. I vow here and now to always be loyal to Scott He is my one true friend and the only reason i'm still here.... will type more tomorrow