*Stops to smell the flowers.......Skips along* hehe people at skool are liek so worried about me because I'm smiling a lot more.....Should they be worried? Onli i kno the answer to that one..... Ryan and his friends kept pointing and laughin at me durin Lunch yesterday.....they're like.....bunnii ears are for easter i was like.....I'm the Christmas Bunnii!!! lol...oh And Antonio's little perverted 10yr old friend has a crush on me.....i'm like wtf......Oh Crystal had that party yesterday.....course i couldn't go cuz I was grounded but liek...some one stole her cellphone and ate her goldish....was like OMFG thats hilarious..... *Cries* my friend hung herself last night..... RIP Li Dao....I miss her so much.....At least she has her peace....she was like my soul sister tho...She said she'd watch over me......*Sobs* times liek this I wish I wasn't so pro-choice on suicide...... I made this journal Public again.....but i wont be posting anything thats going on in my life that is depressing....wow....onli gonna be an entry a week then...lol....but seriously i dont want to hurt anyone or anything so it's just easier if none of you kno what i am thinking about or what I've tried.....