Well still Pretty Suicidal....Nick made me feel a bit better but it's onli 11pm if I can make it to.....oh say 3am without hurtin myself or attempting suicide then Love will win out.....I have a noose and a shitload of pills and razor blades within reach so this is reallii hard. Nearly been cryin....I hate bein depressed.... I have another nut obsessed with me...get this... lannce21 : you dont know how much you turn me on xxcuffsxnxpainxgirlyxx: heh lannce21 : we can still have very rough good times together cant we? lannce21 : ill marry you when your legal; lannce21 : so how bout it? xxcuffsxnxpainxgirlyxx: sorry hun lannce21 : but i love you xxcuffsxnxpainxgirlyxx: ya barely kno me! lannce21 : that we can get over xxcuffsxnxpainxgirlyxx: heh sorry hun dont think i'm the right one for ya lannce21 : damn a lot of girls have been saying that to me lannce21 : im more of a "brother" lannce21 : or "friend" lannce21 : im sick of that shit xxcuffsxnxpainxgirlyxx: heh you'll find the right girl for ya lannce21 : but youre her xxcuffsxnxpainxgirlyxx: dont think i am lannce21 : i know you are xxcuffsxnxpainxgirlyxx: hmmmm dont be to sure, there's alwyz some one out there better for ya lannce21 : youre her babe lannce21 : im sorry xxcuffsxnxpainxgirlyxx: well dont think i am right lannce21 : your right i wont share you either xxcuffsxnxpainxgirlyxx: hun i think you are just jumpin to conclusions......am not the right girl for ya xxcuffsxnxpainxgirlyxx: there is some one out there who'll fit ya to a t xxcuffsxnxpainxgirlyxx: ya there? lannce21 : possibly lannce21 : but whats the point lannce21 : i have no reasons to live xxcuffsxnxpainxgirlyxx: can still be friends hun lannce21 : i need to fuck you at least once xxcuffsxnxpainxgirlyxx: why? lannce21 : otherwise im gonna be like permanently attracted to you lannce21 : it will get it out of my system xxcuffsxnxpainxgirlyxx: well i'm attatched now reallii cant do much lannce21 : but what about the distance? lannce21 : hed never have to know xxcuffsxnxpainxgirlyxx: but i would know lannce21 : no you wont lannce21 : ill drug you xxcuffsxnxpainxgirlyxx: tell ya what i tell everyone else....no one is gettin any sex lannce21 : you need to get out and have fun yt lannce21 : and fuck me xxcuffsxnxpainxgirlyxx: lol i've had my fun think i'm ready to settle down lannce21 : youre to young to settle down lannce21 : ok lannce21 : damn lannce21 : this sucks lannce21 : im mean im happy for you lannce21 : but this sucks xxcuffsxnxpainxgirlyxx: you'll find another chick to do hun lannce21 : thats not like all id want with you lannce21 : i loveyour personality lannce21 : your wit lannce21 : youre beauty lannce21 : i wanted to be with you xxcuffsxnxpainxgirlyxx: what personality? lol dont have much of one lannce21 : whatever lannce21 : well i think itd hurt me to much to stay friends with you on here so you probably wont see me on much lannce21 : ttyl WTF is with guys lately? I can't get guys to look at me from skool....But i have all these lunatics... -Marie-