wow for once in the past few weeks I think I finally have a grip on reality. Today Hector came over and was actin like a perv but we had fun, He is so evil! He bit me! lol. He's kool tho. When i think about past incidences, and was like wait he was just playin. He must think I'm a puppy dog to experiment with. lol. but oh well I don't mind helping him out. he desperately needs help in getting some girlfriends. He has this obsession with being bisexual.... It's all kool tho. When he was like messin around and tryin to choke me, I was like ooo I like it rough...hehe....really I do! :P den he's like Sleep overs are the greatest those girls havin a hot N sexy pillow fight then making out with each other. I was like dude! that is so untrue, yeah we beat the hell out of each other with pillows then we gossip bout who has the best ass and play tricks on each other. he was so disappointed...Poor boner boy hehe. Den in 7th hr readin today i thought I was gonna pass out! Bobby smelled so frickin bad! I was like oh fuck who let the piece of shit out of the toilet....He reaked so fucking bad....I wanted to just spray some stuff. My luck tho he moved his desk into the corner hehe. That class is sooo gay. Mrs. St. John was bitchin about the Science HW. I didn't get home till frickin midnight! How do ya expect to get everything done and get to bed at a decent time.....damn teachers Scott Vanished on me. Accordin to his YIM message He's sittin in his room but he has none of his cams on...I'm paranoid lol. He probably took a nap and forgot to change it....Remember he's old... oooo den yesterday Sara Bought me "Desperado" which is the Eagles 2nd cd. It has some kickass songs on it. This one is my fav.... Doolin' Dalton/ Desperado (Reprise) The queen of diamonds let you down, She was just an empty fable The queen of hearts you say you never met Your twisted fate has found you out And it' fin'lly turned the tables Stole your dreams and paid you with regret Desperado (Is there gonna be anything left, is there gonna be anything?) You sealed your fate up a long time ago (Ain't it hard when you're all alone in the center ring?) Now there's no time left to borrow (Is there gonna be anything left?) Only stardust (Maybe tomorrow) Maybe tomorrow Maybe tomorrow Desperado Desperado Well the stage was set the sun was sinkin' low down As they came to town to face another showdown The lawmen cleared the people from the streets "All you blood -thirsty bystanders, will you try to find your seats?" Watch 'em duelin' Doolin-Dalton High or low ,it's all the same Easy money and faithless women You will never kill the pain Go down, Bill Doolin, don't you wonder why Sooner or later we all have to die? Sooner or later, that's a stone-cold fact, Four men ride out and only three ride back I can kinda relate to the lyrics for some weird ass reason. Dunno I am in some kind of weird mood tonight, Not depressed Nor Happy, Don't feel sane but not suicidal. It's strange. Felt so good to cut the other night. My blades were startin to get Rusty from lack of use. Eh but I put'em back to work. Oh it's weird, my comp whistles and stuff...I have yet to figure out where the hell the noises are comin from. New Resolution: Starting a diet, Nothing major yet then will try to go Mia then Ana maybe or Bulrexie depends on my mood. *Bored out of her mind* Where the Hell is Mah Skitzy! Men have that talent where they can disappear when they're needed.....I'll track his ass down hehe. *In an Eagles Daze* A Hug N a Kiss Peace N love JAM