ya kno.....This depression got reallii severe like in June.....and I discovered why.... YASMIN! My birth control....right under side effects "Severe Depression" But I can't stop takin'em because if i do then my periods will return to their extremely heavy state to where it is unbearable. Takin a razor blade to skool with me. for some reason am alwyz numb while at skool. My goal is to slice a 2inch wide 2 inch deep cut from my elbow to my wrist....not as a suicide attempt just to do it for no reason. I wanna see what I can. W00t its Friday.... After my 4hr detention tomorrow I'm gonna be a good girl at skool :| if that is possible heh I don't want anymore Saturdays. Gah my wrist is killin me. I hope Antonio and Josh leave me alone today. Not in the mood to deal with anyone from skool. Suzybelle and Little Nicky.....day 3 she still aint noticed....