I am back here again and angry again. I Cannot seem to stay from this fight. Their deceit burns in my mind like acid. Some more than others. How can they be so foolish? Trading such blows with such contempt towards eachother! How dare they find themselves in the right?! None of us are so innocent! We have all committed heinous crimes, so quit taking sides, shut the hell up, and get over it. Everyone cheated everyone, everyone wronged everyone. Quit justifying pain with pain. Michael~ Quit being so damned selfrightous! No one is that pure. I love you brother, you should know better. Malachi~ Be something real for once! I loved you for the little snippets of a man I saw underneath the intricate stories that roll so eaily and beautifully form your tongue. You held me when I cried, helped me when I was hurt, protected me when I felt weak. Be a man. For once in your life be who you are afraid to be, YOURSELF! You're afraid that just you won't be good enough for the world. So you weave yourself masks of power and authority. Fuck the world. Just once try dropping the all the elaborate mystery surrounding you and be simple. Michele~ ...I can't. You my dear I fear are a lost cause. Find your own way and learn. Jess~ Girl, wake up! You have the potential to be such a sweet girl, quit chasing boys and be it! I need to go.