I just want to be happy. He makes me happy. I don't know why or how but for some reason, things don't seem so bad anymore. I have MY OWN home, I feel more free than I ever have in my life, I'm finally getting away from the crap I don't need, I'm in a comfortable town that I like and should be able to get by on my own in... and I'm in love with someone who... well, I've never felt.. argh. I'm really VERY happy and he's what I care for above all the other crap I have going for me. He's like the finishing piece to a puzzle. Without him, everything else is just... stuff. He somehow makes me appreciate it. I haven't really been depressed lately.. thatmay not sound like much but it means a lot to me. I don't want to lose al I have... I just want to be happy.