The wedding was good. Short. Small. Embarrassing. A tad awkward.... but good. =) I'm really married now. A new Beginning. This is where I start. A new life. A new me. Maybe I can get things right this time around.... I'm excited. And happy. So happy.... and yet... I find myself stangely saddened. To begin anew... I have to give up the past. Something I've never been able to do... and there are a few things... I'll miss.... I feel like I've lost something... but I know I've gained so much more.... So why does it still hurt? Hm. Maybe I'm just in a state... I'll get over it. Things are good. No. They're great... =)