Bleh. I feel like COMPLETE ass... a big steamy pile of ass... molten ass, if you would.... I think I may have strep throat. But not only does my throat hurt like hell, my neck and ears do as well. And my head. I kinda just want someone to cut off my head and neck. I would probably feel fine then... *sigh* My poor baby appears to be constipated. Not good. Babies aren't supposed to be constipated. Genrally, it doesn't happen. And if it does, there's usually a problem. :( I REALLY need to get her into a doctor.... On a better note, Goat and I are definately getting married. May 1st. :) Wheee! We're still not sure where exactly, or really any other details... but what the hey! We're getting married!!! In fact... we're probably gonna go get a marriage certificate next week. (BTW, we consider being married a spiritual thing, not a legal term, so the certificate is just for the government, not us. We won't really consider ourselves officially married until the ceremony. Just to clear that up. Well... I suppose I can only speak for myself, but as far as I know, Goat feels that way as well. So... yeah. May 1st) I need to figure out what I'm gonna change my name to... I know I'm taking Goat's last name... but I really want to change my first name. Only... I'm kinda worried about: 1) Offending my parents 2) Being made fun of So... yeah. If I had guts, I know what I'd change my name to. But I don't, so here I am. Worrying. Thinking. Debating. *sigh* I guess I could just ASK my parents, and get rid of concern #1... but that still leaves concern #2. I can't really do anything about that though... I'm still gonna be afraid of ridicule. Its inevitable. I always will. Oh well... I'll figure something out. Hell, I was worried about pissing people off for what I named my daughter! And I managed to do THAT... so... yeah. I'll figure something out.