Well... At least I sort of have a doctor now. (BTW, I AM on Medicaid, they just keep screwing stuff up, not sending me anything I need to have and not giving me the choices the stuff I DO get says I get to have. Its a pain!) I have a PCP (Primary Care Practitioner), not that they can really do anything except tell me I'm pregnant and that I need to go to an OBGYN. I know that already. BUT, my Insurance plan Medicaid put me on says I have to go to a PCP first and have THEM refer me to an OBGYN. And I can't do ANYTHING until the 5th anyway. SO, once again, wasting time piddling around for stupid procedure. *sigh* Other than that things are just peachy! :( So yeah, spoke to a bunch of friends. But that didn't last long. Haven't really talked to any of them since. So yeah. Whee. Goat once again changed his mind and wants things to be good and wonderful and stay with me. I'm not sure how long THAT'll last so I'm not getting my hopes up. I'm just tired. Tired of Insurance bullshit. Tired of emotional bullshit. And just physically tired as hell.(Not to mention the fact that I can't keep anything down at night and food is repulsive during the day) This pregnancy stuff sux! Anyway... Well, no, I guess thats really it. I miss how things were a few weeks ago. Before everything exploded. I was happy. But yeah, you know how it goes.