I found this today while editing some pics. Its from my best friend's wedding (Yeah, I know, I don't LOOK 6 months pregnant). Its a rare picture in the fact that (in my own opinion) I look pretty. I wish I felt pretty. I miss feeling pretty. I used to believe people when they told me I should model... now I feel ugly and worn... I have all these marks on my body from the baby... I feel deflated.... and ugly. Maybe thats why I haven't left the house in three days....