Ok, its official. I like Blue October. Its been a long time since I've heard a song well written and heartfelt enough to make me cry. Maybe I've grown hard (I doubt it) or maybe its just that modern music is becoming almost entirely composed of crap and inane blather (more likely). Or its possible I just haven't been fortunate enough to be in the right places to hear good music. Who knows? But the fact remains that Blue October is an amazing band. Not only are the lyrics well written, but they are sung with genuine emotion, and the music is well written and performed. *sigh* I can't sleep. I apologize. When I can't sleep I seem to write like a pretentious ass, or at least someone who's trying too hard to sound intelligent. At least that's how it feels to me. =) It is not my intention to be deep or to write some all-revealing journey into the depths of my soul through a critique of a band whom I discovered in a late-night downloading session appeals to me on a level I haven't touched in quiet some time. But, as you can see, I have a tendancy to make sentences far longer than they needed to be when I'm up at 3am, picking at old wounds, and trying desperately not to think of new ways to feel emty and alone. I wish I could sleep... God... please let me find someone... something... anything....