Hope you liked the Iris. Bitersweet memories... Ain't they tastey!! =) Sorry, I had to. Anyway... words of caution; "Rulers make bad lovers, you'd better put your kingdom up for sale". Take care. Ah the twists and turmoils of life. You look and look and suddenly it pulls out behind you. *shrug* Or you lose it and turns out everyone seems to know where it is, just a few houses away. *laugh* Scary, almost. Oh well, it all works out in the end. =) Life and death and birth and ends... they all entwine. And I guess its never as bad as it seems. Almost never. Though... it IS easier to run... *lol* I need this weekend. I need a clearer head. maybe I'll finally find what I've been waiting for. *shrug* Maybe not. I miss him. I love him. Its good. "I don't want to be the one The battles always choose 'Cause inside I realize That I'm the one confuzed I don't know what's worth fighting for Or why I have to scream I don't know why I instigate And say what I don't mean I don't don't know how I got this way I know it's not alright So I'm breaking the habit tonight"