Took the baby out in public for the first time today. Man I was scared! First I had to go to my bank to dispute some charges made on my card after it was stolen, so I took her there. That went great and I got everything taken care of and she slept through it. Then Goat and I went to Subway and she was perfect there. After that Goat wanted to DDR so we went to Cool Crest. She woke up and ate while we were there and everything was fine. It was really great. :) The loud noises of the arcade didn't seem to bother her, she just seemed interested by them and the flashy lights. I have such a wonderful baby! Its amazing how calm and well behaved she is... I'm SO freaking lucky... Right now she's sitting in her car seat in my room, asleep, and making the most adorable squeaking noises. She's like a kitten sometimes. *goofy smile* I love her so much... As Goat said in the car on the way home, "You really don't know the meaning of Unconditional Love until you have a child". On another note... I wrote someone a letter yesterday. I was kind of afraid to send it, but I had written it to explain some things I felt needed to be said... so I went ahead and sent it. I'm glad I did. :) I have all these feelings that I never really get to share... and now I've shared them. And I have so much more I want to say... I guess you could say I'm embarking on an incredible journey, not knowing if I will return with my heart torn to shreds or bursting with new and exotic emotions... but I'm making it with open eyes and heart exposed. Come with me. Love with me. What we can share together is beyond anything imaginable. I love you...