"Feels like I'm standing in a timeless dream Of light mists, of pale amber rose Feels like I'm lost in a deep cloud of heavenly scent Touching, discovering you... Those days of warm rains come rushing back to me Miles of windless summer night air Secret moments shared in the heat of the afternoon Out of the stillness, soft spoken words... I love you, always forever Near and far, closer together Everywhere, I will be with you Everything, I will do for you I love you, always forever Near and far, closer together Everywhere, I will be with you Everything, I will do for you You've got the most unbelievable Blue eyes I've ever seen You've got me almost melting away... As we lay there, under a blue sky With pure white stars Exotic sweetness, a magical time I love you, always forever Near and far, closer together Everywhere, I will be with you Everything, I will do for you I love you, always forever Near and far, closer together Everywhere, I will be with you Everything, I will do for you Say you'll love, love me forever Never stop, not for whatever Near and far and always and everywhere and everything Say you'll love, love me forever Never stop, not for whatever Near and far and always and everywhere and everything..." This is what's truely important. I haven't made that clear, I don't think... Goat and I may not have had the best history... but you know what? I love him. As much as I am able to love right now, I love HIM. I don't think I've been clear about that. I don't think I've given him the credit he deserves. And I hurt him because of that... Yeah, I have a lot on my mind and heart a great deal of the time, but underneath it all... I love Goat. Its a constant. Which I suppose is why I don't talk about it very much... But that is NO excuse. I haven't let him know how much he means to me an I need to. I've neglected the most important person in my life, even made him feel like I don't really love him.... and I can't stand for that. Anyway... We went out today and got marriage licence paperwork filled out. On Monday we can go pick up the actual documents that we sign and have notarized... and then, once we do so and turn the papers in... we'll be husband and wife. I'm... elated. I'm giddy. I have no idea what to say.... We're finally getting married! I can finally shove it in the face of the world that I LOVE THIS MAN! I CHOOSE to give myself to HIM. Over everyone and everything that I could devote myself to in this world, I CHOOSE HIM. I'll be HIS. And he'll be MINE! Really mine.... I'll have something solid to claim... When I get nervous because of some other girl, I'll be able to remind myself that he chose ME. There will be a REAL us. A solid us. And none shall speak ill of him that is my HUSBAND. :) He will be my God. And I his Goddess. And I want that more than anything in this world....