Good news: I'M A PIRATE!! Yaaarrrrrrr!! ;þ I'm in a stage show at RenFest!! Its soooo much fun!! I get to play with swords and fist fight and all sorts of fun stuff!! The weaponry is gonna cost ap retty penny but the costume won't so YAY!! Plus I get paid!! WHOO-HOO!! Anyway... Odd news: Er.. well... not really odd, but not 'bad news' so I didn't know what to put. I guess its really not news at all. Just a normal lil diary shpeal. More stupid crazy f*ckin' with my emotions dreams.... And I met someone again who I haven't seen in years. Its interesting. Mostly because she was more my sister's friend than mine, but we seem to have more in common than they did. I also started talking to another old friend a few days ago. It's... weird. I mis everyone so much... but my life now doesn't really seem to want to let me even miss them. Even talking to old friend's sometimes feels... like I'm doing something wrong. And I'm not! But I just feel like my current situation frowns on my interactions with my old life... which completely sucks because I want to be who I was when I was around these ppl. Its so frustrating. Oh well...