So its been almost two weeks and i still haven't heard from my doctor. I guess its for the best because I no longer have insurance. *sigh* I'm still having headaches though. I need to get a job, and/or Goat needs a new one because we aren't bringing in enough money to pay the bills. It uber sucks because Christmas is a week away, and we have no presents for anyone, including the girls. *sigh* I need to get into MBS to take that stupid skills test but I'm having to battle with schedules and severe anxiety (gee thanx, just what I need right now). Another suck is that we can't afford to go up to Kansas City this year, so I was hoping to get my family to come down here for Christmas, but my mom's flight leaves stupid early on the 25th, so there's basicly no way she's get to the airport in time. Also, the weather is supposed to get SUPER nasty on Friday and Saturday, so i'm not sure I want them driving down here then anyway. I'm not looking for sympathy or even comments, I just needed to get this off my chest and I don't think it woudl be very nice to just dump on teh next person I talk to. Not that I talk to anyone... Anyway... if Goat can get a betterpaying job and/or I can get oen that pays well enough, and still have reasonable hours I'll start doing alot better. I'm kind of angry and bitter about some things, and I'm not sure if its unfair or not... I don't think it is, but... *shrug* I think I'm beginning to just upset myself though, so I'm gonna stop.