"If you’re not the one then why does my soul feel glad today? If you’re not the one then why does my hand fit yours this way? If you are not mine then why does your heart return my call If you are not mine would I have the strength to stand at all I never know what the future brings But I know you are here with me now We’ll make it through And I hope you are the one I share my life with" Things feel strange. You know that "gut" feeling people sometimes get? Yeah... things feel weird. I'm not really scared... not really worried... anticipatory? Or however you spell it. I feel like I'm waiting for something. Preparing almost. And my emotions are fuzzier, not as sharp. I'm not really angry, not really jealous... I am, but not enough for the feeling to solidify. Its odd. And everythings going crazy, my head, my body... Waiting. Something is happening or GOING to happen. But I feel so utterly content with it... Happy where I am, knowing something is gonna change or occur.... and just waiting for it. Things feel strange.