Geez.. already December. Such a busy month. Births and weddings and Xmas and new years... And I'm so confused. Though, regardless, I might be heading off to college soon. Finished applying a few minutes ago. I feel even more isolated than I did last time I wrote. Mostly because I had to get a new phone and I haven't been able to tell anyone about the change. *shrug* I'll eventually find a way. Oh, and before I forget. Whoever keeps leaving stupid insulting messages like a pathetic whiney preteen, cut it out. Its really immature. I don't know what you think I did to you, but I'm damn sure I have nothing to do with you now. Anyway. Damn, I feel ill. And I've been getting all weirdly dizzy. Ah, well. Its winter, these things happen. Seems my life might become an actual life again. ...Don't you feed me lies about some idealistic future... Your heart won't heal right if you keep tearing out the sutures... *sigh*