Ah yes, the evil little bug has gotten me. That damned epidemic that's sweeping the nation. The Flu. But it seems it has at least a little compassion. It only set in on me hard this morning, skyrocketing my temperature to 103.3. It spared me yesterday long enough to get through my sister's wedding and reception. Wow. I still can't believe she's married. Walter is great, though. I'm glad she found someone so wonderful. Thay were disgustingly cute when I was 11 and they still are. Makes you think back on your life and all the people who shared it. I went back through my diary, read alot of the old entries. After reading May's entries I have a little more faith in my intuition. *grim smile* And a little more doubt about my current situation. And still... I've loved him so long... and I still do. I still don't know what I'm doing, though. I can't believe I ever cared for some people I once did, and I hate that I always seem to be right, I've made wonderful new friends, some I never thought I'd even like... so much has changed. I thought I'd be happy here, that I'd be getting away from so much... and now I find I miss so much of my old life and loathe the one I have now. Well, not loathe, just dislike many aspects. Some I still love. :) Ugh, I'm rambeling. And the room is spinning. I should probably go lie down.