"Hiding inside my asylum I'm always Hanging on by a thread I can't expect you to respect me until I've Learned to respect myself I've let you down..." He's right... I've lost myself. Part of me that made ME is gone... I don't know what happened. I don't know how to fix it. I don't know what to say... I've lived so long like this I can't remember how to live any other way... and you can't help me find myself. Whatever we found wouldn't really be me... It would be what you wanted me to be... this is something a person has to do on their own... but how can I tell you that?.. I care so much about you... but I... how did you put it..?.. "I can't really love you until I love myself"? ...and I don't... I think I need to be on my own for a while... I don't want to fight... I just need time to find myself. I know it sounds cliche, but its the only way I can think of to phrase it... I'm sorry...