I've been sitting at home. Not feeling too well, so my parents took Winter to the family Easter thing without me. They also are keeping her over night. (My mom really likes having a baby around). Juliette has been over all day. Its nice... though I wish teh circumstances were different. Her boy left her... she "needs to get his shit together". *shakes her head* Teh whole thing is crap. But... its not my place to judge. Or really do anything. I... I want to ask her to be with us... but now isn't the time. She's hurting... and she wants to be with him. SO... I hope things work out. If he deserves it. IF. I'mnot sure he does... but as I said, its not my place to judge. Anyway... as I said, I've been sitting at home. THINKING. Yeah... I know, the word of doom. I've been thinking about my past... past friendships, past relationships... and I'm finding that... I really miss...what to call him... Strife. Alot. He was my first love. And I'll always love him... but we haven't spoken for a while... and I miss him. He's not teh only person I miss. But... in particular, I miss him. I wish he woudl call... or something. I dunno... I want him to meet my daughter. And I miss hanging out with him. *sigh* I hate it when I get like this. But I do miss having fun with friends. And I miss them... I'll elaborate more... later.