Its summer again... time for outdoors and skimpy clothes, making out, sleeping in, dancing, flirting... Is it bad that summer makes me want to be alone? We fought pretty badly today... It didn't exactly quell my fears about this... *sigh* I hate that I always seem to be b*tching about my relatinship.... If it were as bad as it sounds I would have left years ago... maybe I should have... Who knows... "If this is the way its going to be I don't want to be in this relationship". Hm.. that was an interesting song. "Bad News". It was about about this girl who liked this guy, and they met and had sex and teh relationship went a bit stale then he cheated on her but she "didn't really blame him"... bah. I don't know why I'm even writing right now. I'm not really in a great mood and I don't have anything to really write about.... Okay... Winter is doing great. Almost crawling. Trying to talk (not succeding just yet, but still adorable). Sleeping great. Growing ALOT. Teething a bit. Goat and I seem to be hitting rocky places again. He's not doing to great. The house is a wreck. Our relationship is strained. He isn't coping with work too well. I'm not sure what to do. *sigh* I just... don't know....