My daughter is wonderful. She's running around the house saying "Nose!" and poking everyone in the nose. Its pretty cute. We also took her swimming for the first time. Then the second and third. =) She seemed to enjoy herself quite a bit. I'm not really sure whats wrong with me. Now and then I guess I just get stupid. Though, I suppose missing someone isn't technicaly "stupid". Still... *sigh* I blame Goat. He's the one who got this perfect picture in my head that will never happen. Blah. What am I saying. Ignore me. The new baby is squirmy and active, which is reassuring seeing as I haven't been to the doctor since 16 weeks. And now I'm 22. I realy do need to call and make an appointment but its hard. Stupid anxiety... *sigh* I also need to get on Goat's case about getting his insuranec policy up and rumming. Then he can get glasses and I may be able to deliver in a hospital that DOESN'T suck... Anyway... I'm just babbeling.