Well, maybe not. Things appeared to be going well then POOF, back to normal. Am I not allowed to change my mind? Gimmie a break. This is what I didn't like. What made me unhappy. But, whatever. I'm not stopping my life for this. I'm beginning to enjoy things again and I'm gonna keep doing it. I MISS hanging out with Shannon and staying out when I want and just freedom in general. I'm sorry if that's not okay with you. *sigh* You call ME moody... I'm gonna stop. I'm just getting worked up. And don't pester me about things like this, it only makes it worse. I'm stopping now. When thinsg go well, I'm happy and I have hope for a future of more happiness, but then they go bad and I feel like I'm only lying to myself about that hopeful future. Thats why I'm so confusing. I'm confused. Sorry for wanting to hope. I'm going now. This is just getting crappy.