Well... tonight was.. interesting. I'm not sure how I feel. I'm not sure how I SHOULD feel... but I think I'm too tired to feel anything more than "huh" at the moment. Its almost 5:30am. My eyes are burning. I realy kinda want to go to bed. :) But I want to write a bit first. Today was.. well, it wasn't bad. We cashed Goat's check, went to lunch, traded his old Gameboy Advanced game for a new one, picked up some hair dye for me, and talked a bit. But then I started thinking after I dropped him off at work and got all depressed and went into a down spiral. That wasn't too great. But I got better. I wrote and talked to some people and I started feeling better. Then my new friend came over and we talked a bit. That was nice. Then we went and picked up Goat from work and things got crazy... We talked about alot of things. Unimportant things, REALLY important things, sucky painful things, funny things... we just talked. It was probably healthy. We all cried at some point... and we let a lot of things out into the open. It was... relieving. Yeah, some stuff sucked to hear, but I would rather hear it than just assume it and make someone else bottle it all up. At least now we've heard it and can't talk ourselves in circles as much. Things should be easier now... to understand at least. :) Anyway... we talked. And some things were said... and now I'm not sure how to feel. I don't feel upset. I'm not angry or jealous or uneasy. Thats probably good. But still... I'm a little confused. And a little worried. I hope no one else is upset or uncomfortable by anything that was said. I can see how they could be.. and I don't want that. Sometimes people get uncomfortable and don't let on... I hope that doesn't happen. I really want everyone to be happy. But I'm really sleepy and this is probably sounding pretty dumb so I'm gonna go now.