I feel like I'm going to puke!! Stupid period!!! Oh, well! I guess I'll live. It's not like anyone would want me dead. I don't want to die. I need my SmileBaby. It's been two months. I can't wait until we've been together for a year!!! I've got ten months to go for my longest relationship. The longest to date is six months!!! Wow!! I can't believe I stayed with that asshole for that long. He is such a dick. Not like my SmileBaby. My Baby is the best in the world. He's sweet, knows what to say, and loves me for who I am. I love that. Plus, he sings to me!!! I LOVE a man who can sing!!! Even if he doesn't have the best singing voice, he sings anyway. Men should be like that. Why are all the good looking guys gay?? DAMN!!! LOL! Oh, well. You can't have everything!!! LOL! I couldn't leave my SmileBaby anyway!!! I love him way to damn much!!!