I love this song. I'm just going to be in my little head about what I see with this song. It kind of reflects real life. It does hit close to home even though it's kinda not what I picture. Hmm.

That is so effing cryptic. xD

We talked last night. It was a much needed talk and I think things will change for the good. I hope things change for the good. I desperately want them to. Honestly, I don't want to leave. -grins- We're going to go elope in Canada. And bah. Why this song?

Now Listening To: Alone in This Bed - Framing Hanley

I hate my life. No, I hate how things always seem to happen to me or I feel these stupid emotions. And they are stupid emotions. I'm sick of how I feel. I'm so sick of it. I'm just so sick of it.

Bah. I'll just work on my plot and keep everything to myself. I fuck up all that I touch anyway. Well, what I really care about, but the feelings still do not change. I don't think they will for a long time. The only thing that has changed is how I look at Mike. I don't see him as weak or pathetic. I see him as being a man and that is all that I wanted. I can work on my emotions and he can work on how he puts himself out to certain people. We'll meet in the middle and then go elope in Canada.

He he he.

~Kayla