We had another fight yesterday...kinda. All I know is, I felt like shit and I wanted to die. The last thing I ever want to do is hurt Mike. He means so much to me. I felt so bad. v.v *sighs* But of course, he makes up for it. Damn, do I love him. I love him so fucking much. 17 days and I can actually prove it face to face. I feel so lucky. I mean, how could anyone love me? I still want to kill Worn. He's a fucking prick. >< Why doesn't anyone else see it?! Mike and I see it! >< GAH! *yawns* I'm really fucking tired. I've got three days then I go to Logan. I love Fall Break. Friday, I'm going to Paula's and spending the whole weekend with her. I'm excited! ^^ It's gonna be a really fun weekend! Since I couldn't get the Halloween costume I wanted to get...I'm just going to really Goth myself up. I'll go as a fallen angel. I got the black feather wings and God knows I've got the clothes. I still have a few things to touch up here and there. I want to wear my boots. *sniffles* They're so fucking awsome. We'll just see what happens at Paula's party. This better be fucking fun. I'll cry if it's not! Kari Please don't be afraid When the darkness fades away The dawn will break the silence screaming in our hearts My love for you still grows At least I do for you Before I tried to find the truth, my final time