It's been pretty shit-tacular lately. I am in a large amount of pain and I don't know why. My period is worse then ever. I don't understand why. Probably getting what I deserve, but meh. I'm not gonna change who I am. I don't want to change. Sure, I bitch about hating myself, but that doesn't mean I don't like how I've transitioned. I take everything the world throws at me and throw it back in it's face. I don't take any crap and I DO hold grudges. If you have wronged me, don't expect me to just forgive and forget. It took me almost a year to forgive Mikeluff. I don't know if I have completely forgiven Garrett. Meh. I forget what I get mad about with Katey. But sometimes there is a line and when you cross it first, I don't play nice. I also don't lie or pretend. If someone is annoyed with me, let them tell me. Don't say shit that isn't true. It's annoying. Imma talk to whoever I wanna fucking talk to. If someone is my friend, then I'm going to talk to them no matter what the fuck you say. I'm not appologizing. I honestly should not have to appologize first. You can say that you have forgotten that first fight, but it's still in my mind. I was unjustly accoused for things that I did not do. If you think being called a "horrible friend" is fair when I was trying to understand what the fuck was going on, then you are horribly mistaken. Nothing hurts more then to be told that you're never around when I spend every waking minute either at this damn computer or near my cell phone. It hurts when other people can call me or message me with shit going on and they just want to talk, but you can't. How is that my fault?! How am I the bad friend?! Sure. I do get a bit of an attitude, but hunny, so do you. Do you think that I like that snooty bitch way you have gone back to? Fuck. No. You're not the same person I used to know and I'm not sorry for a thing I said. To get an appology, you must first be the one to make the first move. Since you're obviously not, then you should just go ahead and erase me from your life. I'm not dealing with your shit anymore. I deal with enough shit as it is. You make me desperate for something and it's something I shouldn't have to work for. Your problems are as such, your problems. If you can't talk them out to your supposed best friend, then that is your fault and not mine. If you can't accept any sort of advice and call something low, then that is your fault because I did listen and I do care. Telling you not to spend $500 on something you don't need is not a horrible thing. It's called being a friend. But what would I know what that was about? I'm horrible at it. At least I know one thing: I don't need you anymore. Not like this. ~Kaylaface♥ Don't post a message back if it's going to bitch me out. Honestly. I'm sick of it. Have I until now? No. So just keep your fucking comments to yourself or send them towards people that hate me just as much. I don't give a fuck what you do and I honestly don't give a shit on how you feel about me. If anything, fuck you.