I don't know what you want me to appologize for, but that's kinda shitty seeing that you want one from me and I don't get shit in return. Yeah. And I don't even know what the hell to be sorry for because honestly, I'm not sorry about much of anything. The only thing I'm sorry about is changing into this piece of fucking shit that I am. There is nothing else I am sorry about. Okay. And maybe deleting your account on my site. It's not like I purposefully did that out of malice despite what you think. I didn't do it cause I just felt like getting even. I honestly don't give a shit about the SC. Good riddance. But there was only one place I had left to go. I wanted to restart it all. There was no bad feelings for me doing that at all. I am sorry if you thought there was. That is the truth and I'm sticking to it no matter what any of you say. I. Did. Not. Delete. Your. Accounts. To. Get. Even. All I care about right now is it feels like I'm getting slapped in the face by all sides including a fucking 72 year old Polish woman. I want to fucking scream and yell, but I can't. I. Fucking. Can't. And everyone rubbing it in my face every fucking day doesn't make it go away. In fact, it makes me feel more and more like a piece of shit then I already feel. I don't need more. I can't handle more. My body is revolting now. I'm sick to my stomach and having panic attacks every night. I'm sorry for being a pain in the ass. I'm sorry for not being what you all want me to be. I have anger problems. I'm sorry. I am what I was raised to be. I don't know any better. I'm trying to change, I really am, but having you all wave your fingers in my face and pushing me to the brink of wanting to stop breathing doesn't make it any better. It doesn't make it easier. Please. Please! Just let me try to fix shit on my own. Let me live with my own mistakes. I deal with them in my own way. I just can't take your fingers in my face anymore. ~Kaylaface♥