I am quiet today. Cause it is the Day of Silence. I'm doing this cause I am bisexual. I'm at school again. I wish that I could be on my site. Things are happening that I can't stop. Why am I so insignificant? Why does no one hear my voice? Someone, please...hear me. I really miss talking to Mike now. It sucks really bad. I don't know when he is on anymore. I wish that I could talk to him. I need to talk to him. My world is crashing down. I'm sinking under the waves again. I want to die. I guess I am suicidal again... RP - Why can't anything turn out the way I want them to? Why must I be in pain? They both don't see me. They only see each other and their hatred for each other. Do they care what I feel? Probally not. I don't expect them to. I hurt and they will never see that. I wish that they would open up their eyes and see me. *sighs* Cause I need both of them to live and breathe. Kari Have you forgotten all I know And all we had? You saw me morning my love for you And touched my hand I knew you loved me then I believe in you I'll give up everything just to find you I have to be with you to live to breathe You're taking over me