I have the most splitting headache and I have no clue what it is from. It's probably a migraine. My luck, huh? It'll go away. It's probably from sitting in front of this computer all day or the fact that I haven't worn my contacts. I've been wearing my glasses which have the wrong prescription. I think they are the cause of my pain. Mostly likely. I'm just too damn lazy to put the bitches in. I'm also sleepy, but I don't think I can sleep. I'm just bored with everything. My life. The way things are going. It just seems like a large circle of events that are oh so similar but with different people. And in the end of the last ones, I vowed to never do them again, but here I go. Doing them all over again without a shred of remorse or even guilt. I think I may feel a bit guilty for letting everything get this far between us, but I don't feel guilty about what I have said in the past couple of weeks. Honestly, why should I? She can forget and forgive, but those words she first said have deeply wounded me and they were drawn out for no reason. How can I forget?! Why should I forgive? I shouldn't have to. It's not me who must forgive. I am not the one who started the wounding. I was here. The same as I have been since 8th grade. I'm not the same girl I used to be, but that doesn't make me any less the same person with the same heart. And in the end, isn't seeing through the mask and lies that make a friendship? Perhaps I am the one who didn't look hard enough. But then again, "I'm Still Here". ~Kaylaface♥