I got enough sleep. Oo That's creepy. How in the hell did I manage to do that? I felt like shit last night. That damn wasabi made me sick. >< I've learned my lesson tho. NEVER EAT IT AGAIN! *sighs* Yeah, so it's still really cold. I'm freezing. Really fucking cold. >< *shivers* No one was on the site last night. I was kinda empty. It sucked. I'm bored. Damn it's cold. *shivers again* Yeah, so I totally miss Mike like crazy. I can't wait to talk to him today. I'm dying to. I've got some things to tell him. That damn Shadow is one. *sighs* I always push ppl away, but I never think about it till I do. But sometimes, pushing certain ppl away isn't bad. Sometimes it helps. Maybe that's why I'm so fucked up. I still don't know how anyone could love me. I still don't love me. I'm not worth it. I know I don't deserve Mike. I love him so much. He means everything to me. I have to be careful today. It's already starting to suck and I've got the one way to deal in my wallet... No Kayla...no more. It's going to stay in there. You don't need it anymore. Kari Without the mask Where will you hide? Can't find yourself Lost in your lie I know the truth now I know who you are And I don't love you anymore