Jesus it's cold. I'm on the comp half naked instead of getting ready for work. xD That could be my issue.

Early day today. I hate going in at fucking 8 am. I tell them no, but she fucking does it anyway. I think it's time to write down my availability. The earlier it is, the more I'm late. She should know this. And I was half tempted to call in today because I just didn't want to deal with her. I'm sick of her yelling at me for not doing a million fucking things at once. My mother did that shit and it really fucking bothers me. She even bitched at me for something she didn't even tell me to do!! What the fuck do you want me to fucking do?! I've got two arms, not eight. Get your ass up and go do simple ass shit so I don't have to do fucking everything!! Jesus Christ!! Dx

She really stressed me out yesterday. Her mixed with Dave's BS was just fucked up. Sometimes, I don't even want to work there. I just want to go home and not deal with it. I don't give a fuck if someone is going to be there to watch us. It's not my fault that you don't make damn sure your employees clean up. Stop hiring retards. I can't do every goddamn thing you ask me to do. It's hard to multitask fifty fucking things at once. I can't do it. I can't even multitask at home.

I've been so damn tired. My bad dreams are back and I don't even remember them! I wish I could so I could look them up. It's most likely cause I'm stressed out and I can't apparently watch anything too graphic or it apparently bothers me. I don't fucking know anymore. I had a panic attack yesterday and nearly another one yesterday. Thank god for the two day weekend and the Super Bowl. I seriously need them.

I just want to go home early. I really just want to go home early. I don't feel well.

~Kayla