I've gone one day so far. It's kinda weird, but they are so bad. I don't know what would happen if my mom saw them. I would tell her straight off that I don't need help and I don't need meds. I also don't want to be sent away. I'll kill myself. *sighs* Shadow...please don't lead me on. I guess that is my biggest fear. I just don't want to be hurt again. As it is, you know about Tim. Hardly anyone knows what he did to me. I trust you enough with that, then trust me with the truth. I can't keep lying to keep myself safe anymore. Kari I believe in you I'll give up everything just to find you I have to be with you to live to breathe You're taking over me