You know when ppl say "talking won't do anything", they are the ones that are too afraid to own up to their own faults. I now know why the SC won't solve shit. Certain people are too afraid to take blame for their own actions, apologize and move on. That's how you grow. That's how you learn.

Fucking pussies in my opinion, but whatev. The more and more this shit keeps getting dragged on, the more I sit there and just believe that pretending they're all just names rather then faces, the easier it is to just deal with their bullshit.

It's not all of them. Honestly, a few people haven't done anything wrong and are struggling to deal with everyone else. So far only one person has stood up to the plate and went, "Hey guys, I fucked up. I'm sorry. Forgive me." Sadly, that one person has been me. I hate to be selfish, but ya know what, I learned my mistakes, changed faults in myself and moved on. If no one else can see that, then these issues will never be fixed. Ever.

So, they can just go on thinking that talking won't do anything. I'm still here willing to sort shit out, to make things better or at least get rid of some of the tension from me. I'm willing to apologize for shit I did wrong that I didn't see or didn't even know. It's up to them. Yet again, I can't make anyone grow up. They'll have to do it on their own. Let's just hope they do it before it's too late or before more shit goes down. Sadly, I see more shit going down in the next few weeks before anyone owns up to their faults.

-sighs- -shakes head-

Let's hope it's not too late to believe in people even though I know I shouldn't believe in some of them.

~Kayla