ONE WEIRD ASS DAY! Besides the fact I am failing 4 classes, I found out I have a 13% in English and a 16% in French. I'm FUCKED! I have 34 days left of school to fix them. SHIT! Yeah...Natalie has a 50% in French and she was crying. Sorry, but if you have a 16%...then you can fucking cry! DAMN! I stormed off and Leslie followed giving me a lecture. I mean, I love Natalie, but come on! What am I? A fucking shadow?! Wish I was sometimes. I dug my pencil into my skin again today. Was thinking about cutting myself when I got home. Don't really want to now. Might later. Sounds good. Why do I even have friends?! Damn it! I'm better off being alone! I hate them all except Mike and my sister and those on my site. FUCK THE REST OF YOU! Kari I've been looking in the mirror for so long That I've come to believe my soul's on the other side ~~~~~~~~ God can't save me No one will ever try I'll be all alone in my corner Trying my hardest to cry Though I am alone And I have these invisble tears Nothing will remove the pain I have kept over the years Something inside me Keeps crying out to you But no one will listen And my heart is true Why can't I be seen? Why am I sitting here? Why do you have to be so far away? Why aren't you near? I don't have much to live for But one broken dream Yet, I still call out I still have to scream