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by karigurl13Listening to: In This Ocean - Mankind is Obsolete
Feeling: detached
YYA! SIT IS BACK! *dances*
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But life is not worth dancing for now. I'm kinda sick of people. Not just every person, certain ones. My so called "family" is at each other again. There's three different sides. I'm trapped on the one that seems to be the "Bad Guys" again. Doesn't it always seem like it? I give a damn I guess. Well...I guess I'll just have to stop.
Ha. Fat chance. I'm stuck in a position of "fucked". I've got to move and pay off everything out here before I can even have a chance of moving to Indiana with nothing following me. I have to get a transfer. I have to suck up my pride and deal with my step-mom. Hell, I've got to deal with my mom.
I guess I try to not act disappointed, but I really, really am. I communicate with her and say that I want to talk to her. She tells me that she'll call me that night, but she doesn't. I actually cried. I don't like being disappointed, but it seems that's all my mother and father can do. Disappoint me.
I know nothing will really change when I move back home. My sister will be there. So will Paula. Will that make me happy? I really, really hope so. The people I thought were friends are disappointing me. My parents are disappointing me. Is there anyone out there that won't disappoint me?!
~Kaylaface♥
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