Listening to: Cry Me A River - Justin Timberlake
Feeling: alone
Everytime I think of my life, one person pops up into my mind. Why must your ex always haunt you? I may have loved him, but that was a long time ago. I don't love him anymore. I have a great boyfriend and three of the best friends I could ever have. I don't need him in my life, but damn me if I couldn't stop loving him.
*sighs*
It seems that nothing will help me. Then, I listen to Cry Me A River and just break down. I mean, he left me for another girl who I am friends with. He just dumped me. He said he loved me. He said that he would never hurt me. Yet, he did. He broke his promise. I guess that is why I lothe him and love him. Even his sister refers to me as the girl he dated over the summer.
*sighs*
I FUCKING LOVED HIM! I WOULD HAVE DONE ANYTHING FOR HIM! I WANTED TO BE WITH HIM!
*sighs* *sniffles*
Damn me...just burn me and throw me away.
Kari
You told me you loved me
Why did you leave me all alone?
Now you tell me you need me
When you call me on the phone
Girl I refuse unless you've got me
Confused with some other guy
Bridges will burn
Now it's your turn to cry
Cry me a river
Go on and just
Cry me a river
FRUIT!
I still know the name of the kids who I got into a fight with in the 3rd grade, 5th grade, 8th grade, 10th grade, and the full name of the girl who took my heart and Gallaghar smashed it... but when it was all said and done I'm glad I didn't end up with her... My life would have been a tragedy if I ended up with her.