Locking the doors again...this time for good.

Listening to: Don't Belong - Cold
Feeling: pissy
I'm giving up on anyone who doubts me. If they are my friends, they would shut up and respect what I do to MY body. I'm not crying out for attention. I don't need it. Why would I want it? I'm not going to fucking kill myself. I have no reason to. I just cut and it makes me feel. I would rather cut and feel then hide away and not feel. I don't care what ppl think of me anymore. I could care less. If you are truely my friend, you will forget this shit happened. You will forget and I will hide it away. No more. Everything is locking up again cause all it does is hurt ppl. I will keep my cutting to myself. Everything is locking away. I'm not doing cause I'm sad. I'm doing it cause I hate being told I am lying when I'm not. These cuts on my arm are real and I won't listen to anyone other ways. Fuck the world. I already know that I don't belong, you don't have to fucking tell me. Kari But I will never tell the world That I don't belong And I won't ever tell the world That I don't belong
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I'm not goint to stop you, I just want you to keep playing it safe. That's all. I respect your decision. You've gotta do whacha gotta do.
[Anonymous]
I won't try to stop you then.
[Anonymous]
I know you are in control, if I over reacted with the promise I'm sorry. I have a new fear... it's loseing the part of you I love the most. I won't let them give you meds... I can't let them take you away from me. You're not sick... you're beautifle... and the only way I want you to be is the way you are now.


I love you so much Kari.