Listening to: Don't Belong - Cold
Feeling: pissy
I'm giving up on anyone who doubts me. If they are my friends, they would shut up and respect what I do to MY body. I'm not crying out for attention. I don't need it. Why would I want it? I'm not going to fucking kill myself. I have no reason to. I just cut and it makes me feel. I would rather cut and feel then hide away and not feel. I don't care what ppl think of me anymore. I could care less. If you are truely my friend, you will forget this shit happened. You will forget and I will hide it away. No more. Everything is locking up again cause all it does is hurt ppl. I will keep my cutting to myself. Everything is locking away. I'm not doing cause I'm sad. I'm doing it cause I hate being told I am lying when I'm not. These cuts on my arm are real and I won't listen to anyone other ways. Fuck the world. I already know that I don't belong, you don't have to fucking tell me.
Kari
But I will never tell the world
That I don't belong
And I won't ever tell the world
That I don't belong
I love you so much Kari.