I donno how I feel today. I kinda feel like crawling into a hole and not coming out. I just want to stay in bed and sleep. Nothing but dreamless sleep. I want to RP, but I want to do it with Mike and I want him to enjoy it. I want him to feel like he's safe. It scares me that maybe he's at the point I was over a year ago. I hope that it passes for him. I really do. ~Kayla